Saturday, February 27, 2010

Lonely

I wish you were here

To My Best Friend L





During this time you have been there for me 100% Through thick and thin And I love you for that We have both fallen off the tracks along the way but we have always been there to help eachother back up You are the person I call up just to cry No questions asked, you will just listen Make sure I know you are there for me I have had only 3 fights with you during this whole time And I think one of them in year 8 was a joke fight You have never betrayed my trust or stabbed me in the back you are my true best friend right til the end

Love You L

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Nighthawk

Come find me

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Clumsy

Today was a very clumsy day. I tripped on the teachers bag in design & tech, slipped down the stairs at recess, dropped my art book that had wet paint face down on the ground in art and I rolled my ankle getting off the bus in the afternoon.

Why was I so clumsy today :(

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Youth Ambassador much ?


She's so pathetic. Let me tell you something about Janis Ian. We were best friends in middle school. I know, right? It's so embarrassing. I don't even... Whatever. So then in eighth grade, I started going out with my first boyfriend Kyle who was totally gorgeous but then he moved to Indiana, and Janis was like, weirdly jealous of him. Like, if I would blow her off to hang out with Kyle, she'd be like, "Why didn't you call me back?" And I'd be like, "Why are you so obsessed with me?" So then, for my birthday party, which was an all-girls pool party, I was like, "Janis, I can't invite you, because I think you're lesbian." I mean I couldn't have a lesbian at my party. There were gonna be girls there in their *bathing suits*. I mean, right? She was a LESBIAN. So then her mom called my mom and started yelling at her, it was so retarded. And then she dropped out of school because no one would talk to her, and she came back in the fall for high school, all of her hair was cut off and she was totally weird, and now I guess she's on crack.


dedicated to matt

Disney

Lately I have been taking a lot of insight from a meercat and a warthog. Who knew Disney could be so meaningful..



Pumbaa: It's like my buddy Timon always says: you got to put your behind in your past.

Timon: No, no no. Amateur . Sit down before you hurt yourself. It's "You got to put your past behind you.


the seaside

two souls connected on the sand
with the wind in our hair
and the sound of the ocean in our ears

goodbye

Monday, February 22, 2010

Mockingbird


Here we stand Somewhere in between this moment and the end Will we bend?
Or will we open up and take this whole thing in
?
Everybody else is smiling, their smiles don't fade
You don't even wonder why
You just don't think that way
Maybe you and me got lost somewhere
We can't move on and we can stay here

Maybe we've just had enough

Well maybe we aren't meant for this love


You and me tried everything

But still that mockingbird wont sing

This life seems hard enough

maybe we aren't meant for this love
Take my hand
I can be there when you need it
I'll give it all til you can't feel it anymore


I don't wanna love you now
If you'll just leave some day
I don't wanna turn around
If you'll just walk away..

Can you feel the love tonight?


I can see whats happening. What? And they don't have a clue. Who?

Let me be Belgium


I am neither happy nor sad
I am not ok, but I am
I am not good but if I say that I am I would be lying
I am Belgium
I need some time

Thursday, February 18, 2010

cohen


I miss my Chikadee

HSC Major ?

?
Just not carnival themed,
you get the point..

$$$$


spending money
needing money
abusing money
wasting money
stealing money
losing money

bed

I need a cuddle..

Nonsense


'If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?'

London calls me


everybodys doing it

to many of my friends swallow this stuff now
it's Coles magical little secret
I found this, on an adventure one day
but I can share
go get hooked
what else is there to do

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

A note from my boy


You signed it, that makes it official.

to my love

"When the earth melts there will be one heart, one mind and one love"


Your always there for me
The bird on my shoulder, the love of my life
you make me smile, you make me laugh

you make me cry, you make me sneeze

Helping me out when things become hard

picking me up the pieces i leave behind


You give me something to look forward to
and something to be sad about leaving behind
your my one and only
you read my mind

You hold me when I cry
You comfort me just being
You are perfect in my eyes <3


Monday, February 15, 2010

My Vitruvian Man

I know you inside out

Step Brothers

puff'n'blow


true love never fades

fuck


Why is everything so effing hard

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Daschund

Nobody's waiting for you


take a deep breath in
there's no point waiting
the past is the past
and you read me like a book

Empty promises

confused, the flower you sent me has no meaning to me
you took back your words, and threw them in my face
maybe its time to walk away, but you promised
you promised you would never give up
here's your space, i will put it in a little box
and wrap it up with a big pink ribbon
if thats what you want its yours
but your still in the back of my mind,



What is love,

The day after Valentines Day

Happy Valentines Day

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Take my picture

If only my eyes could take pictures...

Green Eyes

Your eyes are my personnel mirror into your heart, soul and mind.

one day

one day i will feel truly comfortable inside my own body
one day i will feel truly comfortable inside my own personality
one day i will be able to hear a compliment and actually believe it
one day i will be able to look in the mirror and believe im beautiful
one day i will be able to look in the mirror and feel beautiful

until that day comes..

Monday, February 8, 2010

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Pool Party


Bring your own pool party at Stella's

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Birthday Present


See you in April Tongue Piercing..